熟悉的陌生人

爱得太深才对自己没有把握，要用放弃做赌注。
输了！只因为对方不够爱你！
分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过。
不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过，
所以我们成了最熟悉的陌生人。
直到现在才知道；爱情这东西玩不起！
付出后失去是痛苦的。
其实爱情没有谁对不起谁，只有谁没有把握谁！
所以宁愿笑着流泪，也不哭着后悔。

“一只手掌拍不响”...

但是怎样才能确定另一只手掌想不想和你你一起拍呢？

haiz~=/

Today~

Lets Talk bout today~

today,wake up with a emo face...

my mum ask me,''Zai,wat happen to you?r u ok??''

''nothing happen mum...''answer wif a =)~

like normal...go to skul.....

Finally can meet back all my fren....

all couple couple....==''

c dao oso gzb==''~

Finally 放学了～

but still nid stay at skul..

coz celebrate a fren's bufday...

while waiting them go buy cake,

i choose to hang gai wif my best dude,QIANG~

He 1 words shoot me,

''YOU GO C UR .....E LAAAA,Follow me gt use ar?''

Pass By the class,

she is not in the class,

maybe she absent today?

When walk till the makmal,

she is walking upstair,

Oh My Mama~

i reli suprised....

when wana say hi,

I stopped...

i choose to be silent...

i no tat face to c her,

cz of ytd problem....

QIANG oso ask me,

wat happen dude?

''nothing..=)''

when think dao she sad but i cant do anything for her,

the feel of useless is coming agn in my heart again...

i reli din have tat brave to see her anymore....

stupid??Kinda...:)

my fren kip say,

think positive la...

nothing happen d la....

maybe for u all is an small case,

for me is an important case....

cuz she r important for me....

watching the handphone,

wana sms wif you,

but,

everytime you oso busy,

scare u think me is annoying,

BLA~

just close the handphone,

coz oso no people is goin to sms me...

Need You Now~

but,

You Wont Know~

Alone Day for me?

Everyday is alone day for me...

I will~

Fake a Smile,Life Goes On~

I hope you noe tat,

i am always with you...

no matter wat happen....

u r not alone....

Take care Girl..=)

Tats all~=)

nothing~

Today choose not to write anything~

cz,i duno wat my mind is thinking right now...

she will like me?

she just think me as fren?

although tiz 2 question have d answer,

but i still asking myself once n once...

cuz i nt yet get a true answer from you?

i duno~

i think too much?

or i stupid?

i duno once agn...

Wat had happen to me? =X

i duno once once again...

I hope tat,

i will have answer for the question?

today c tiz passage,

我很好，不吵不闹不炫耀，不要委屈不要嘲笑，也不需要别人知道。 我，伪装得很好，所以没有人知道隐藏在这颗心最深处的伤疤！ 一直在练习着微笑，终于变成了不敢哭的人！ 是谁捡到了被我丢弃在身后的脆弱?是你还是我生命中的匆匆过客？ 而你，把我遗忘得好彻底。也许某天， 你突然漫不经心的想到了还有一个曾经在你的生命中出现过而又被你伤得彻底的我？ 你还会不会心疼我再次被人遗忘？ 开始的时候，我就知道，总会终结， 却还是在那个过程中太投入，以至到了最后伤得很彻底！ 给你发的信息，每个文字都充满了期待，却也是那么的忧郁！ 等了很久、很久，我终于累了，手指慢慢的在手机键上慢慢的打出我的绝望， 告诉自己：很晚了，睡吧！要学会放下，才可以迎接新的一天，新的希望！ 告诉了你：我困了，不再等你回我信息了，以后不再打扰你了， 好好睡觉吧，明天还要上班呢，嗯，就这样吧，然后关机、睡觉（微笑ing^） 爱情本来并不复杂，来来去去不过三个字，不是“我爱你”, “我恨你”,便是“算了吧”、“你好吗？”、“对不起”。 而我，选择了“算了吧”。呵……多么讽刺啊！ 不是我不在乎，而我已经没有多余的力气再去在乎！因为放手才是对彼此最好的方式！ 或许多年以后，我还记得这段感情，还记得里面有你，还记得当时绝望的气息！ 可是不知道，多年以后回想起来，心还会不会痛！ 如果当时，我没有把手交给你，是不是就不会有现在的心痛？ 我选择伪装，伪装我的在乎、伪装我的疼，而你，不用刻意去把我遗忘， 却那么的轻而易举的把我遗忘，还是那么的彻底！ 多谢你的绝情，让我学会死心！ 从来都不相信这世上有真爱，也从不相信有天长地久， 更不相信海誓山盟！ 爱？只不过一个字！天长地久？只不过一句顺口溜！海誓山盟？ 也只不过是一句谎言！ 我多么想问问你，就算真的把我遗忘了， 你还会不会像心疼一个陌生人一样因为我的被遗忘而感到心疼？ 我等了很久很久，这次我要离开你了，比很久很久还要久！ 也许某天在喧闹的城市里， 我们擦肩而过，我会停住脚步，凝视着那个正远去的背影， 告诉自己，那个人曾经在我的生命中出现过... 感情的世界里，免不了会受伤，如果学不会伪装伤口， 那就选择遗忘，如果不想忘，那就选择痛苦吧...

feel tat,

will you find me?

will you miss me?

will you forget me?

if i reli gone?

I really love you,girl~><

叮当-一半～

最近，听到这首歌，看了这首歌的MV,觉得，这首歌可真适合形容我现在的心情。。。

友情，

在朋友面前，我是一个自闭仔，因为每次走街，都是自己一个人走。。

不过，我想的吗？我寂寞着，伤心着，不开心着，有谁知道吗？

难道要我特地show给你们看吗？

亲情，

爸爸和妈妈又吵架了，这个家，静到要命，有家等于没家的感觉，寂寞的感觉又在我脑海出现了。。这也让我发现到，我会gzb,是因为过于寂寞了，没朋友能聊，家里又不开心，爱情，那就不用说了吧～

爱情，

爱上了一个小女孩，

不过小女孩对我并没有感觉，

没办法吧～

想找她聊，怕她嫌我烦，

不找她，又怕她会忘记我，

不过，

一开始的小女孩跟现在的这个小女孩，

她的改变，

让我觉得很高兴。。。^^

祝她找到她喜欢的人吧。。

祝你永远开心...=)

若我能有个会讲话的部落格，

那就好了，

有什么东西，

开心或伤心，

都能分享，

不过，那是不可能的事吧。。

那就寂寞寂寞就好，死不了就还好。。。:)

就让寂寞陪伴我吧。。。

因为没人知道...

我多孤单～

congratez^^~

my fren,chong yann...

finally gt his love....

wif moon...

congratez to them...:)

hope they can last forever....^^

when chatting with him,

he asked me,

how bout you with K.....?

i stunned*

duno wan say wat...

all memory about her...

sudden all come out in just tat second...

just think better fast fast end chat wif him....

then he tell me....

love people thn tell her la...

gzb at thr cant help anything d,

not gud d...

=X

i gone speechless~

i reli wan to tell him...

Did i have a chance? =|

i din have chance,dude...=)

but nvm la....

he duno wat happen...

just =)...

Heyyyy LOVE,

Where are You now? =)

=unbelievable=~

today...

wana meet tiz little girl d...

at Pm...

but at last...

c bu dao...

=X...

round for so many round n round n round in d Pm...

still cant c her...

sudden feeling...

with haizz,disappointed,....

all come out...

but cant show out in front of my fren...

smile lurhhh...

bek to home...

open facebook...

thn...

''DING''....

oh my god==...

i oso scared dao....

cant believe that u will find me...

when chat with you....

i feel like i am dreaming=@=...

just like,

i am chatting with another person...

all attitude...

sudden change in a second...

when u tell me tat u had c my blog...

i sudden think tat...

u chg...

is cuz of tat blog...

or...

cuz of me??

tmr will be a lonely day for me....

i still cant thinking wat shud i do...

revision?

nice idea...

revision my add math n chemistry...:)

thx for d idea...

xiaomeimei...:)

Miracle?Dream?REAL?FAKE?

i nt so sure bout it..:)

let time prove it...:)

Xiaomeimei...

enjoy tmr...:)

If can,

buy sumthing to me lak...x))~

Blek!

hehe =]~

Find or not to Find?

tiz question,

although it is look like easy to answer,

but for me,

it is very tough question for me to answer it...

Find You,

n u chat wif me,

yes,

i am reli happy,

but,

we always end wif emotion...

cool emotion...

make me feel like...

i am a boring n annoying person...

Find you chat...

tat not means tat i kao-ing you...

is i as a fren caring you...

dunwan u alone n sad only....

if u dislike me,

u can just tell me....

=)

Not to Find you,

just now,

i reli wan to find u chat,

coz i very alone,

but,

after i think,

find u chat,

we always end with cool emotion,

jus like our frenship is gona broke,

i hate tat kind of feel~:X

But,

if din find u chat,

my heart will gt some kinda regret feeling...

scare you will think me is tat kinda of boy...

矛盾啊~=X~

my fren kip say,

if she reli think u as a fren or she like you,

she wont treat till u like tiz...

call me give up wif tiz relationship n frenship...

i just cant give up,

cuz i noe a frenship is hard to get,

we can meet each other is gud things~

my fren still say,

U RELI STUPID!!!

i think i am a stupid...:X

Can anybody just can tell me wat to do?

i reli nid to noe...=X

Anybody? =X

她～

今天，心情不是很好～

她，

还是老样子～

没变～

决定要等她，

尽我所能的，

让她笑，不让她寂寞，

天真的我，

还以为，

只要我努力，

她会有一天会改变，

不过，

看现在的她，

还是一样的一句话，

nothing~

我也只能，

suan le bah~

她，

我喜欢她，

是的，

很多人都说，

喜欢一个人，

就不应该轻易放弃，

因为一段感情，

是不容易得来的，

所以别等到失去了，

才去后悔。。。

不过，

现在，

我在她的心目中，

我只不过是多余的，

是时候了吧～

=)

just now,

go to ply basketball,

make myself damn tired,

coz i wana 4get everything,

but,

i still thinking of you....

i just dun understand,

she edi dun like me,

but y i am still kip missing her?

WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO ME?!?!?!?!?

I.....

RELI duno wat shud i do now....

cry n cry once again....

my fren say,

i am lie-ing at myself...

call me face d problem....

but...

i cant even face you....

cuz i cant even face myself now~

why my love...

always end with suffer...

but not end wif happy....

Cry again~

HAHAHAAAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH~!!!

gone emo~

that day,i shud think negative when u say that u like me...i really feel glad think that gt girl like me,its was so happy,but,i should nt be so positive 1st,rite?

edi cry for whole night,woops....time to smile back bah,but i just realise that,i cant even smile....

i just wan to 谈恋爱 in my teenager life，just once....but,why its was so hard?

watch other couple,all have a happy smile with each other~

but me,just gt alone in my dictionary...

treat people too good,u will suffer the most^^~

lets have a FAKE smile when u cant even smile~just ''SMILE''~

thx 33...:)

爱一个人，就应该敢敢说出来～

爱一个人，就应该关心，慰问他/她的情况～

爱一个人，包容他/她的一切～

爱一个人，绝对不会让他/她哭，只懂得让她/他笑～

爱一个人，绝对不能对他/她冷，一定要热～

不过，请你先爱自己，一个不自爱的人，根本没资格去喜欢或爱任何人～

一个女生而已嘛，需要gzb和emo吗？大不了去找另外一个女生咯～

何必为了一个女生，把自己的身体都弄垮了呢？

对～说的对！

在这段时间里，真的感谢还有你这个朋友～=)

我这个朋友，她啊，开朗，搞笑，很可爱～xD

我跟她犹如做交易，我叫她不会的东西，她也教我人生的经验～=]

谢谢你这位好朋友，没有了你这位朋友，我现在可能还是以前的我，无知～=]

谢谢你,33...=)

i alone~

tmr watch kung fu panda~finally i can watch tat movie...hehehe~

but i was not happy,cz i am goin alone~i wan u to accompany me,but,i think,jus Fine~

Smile bah~~KON WUAN DI~SMILE!!! =]

my daughter,mun ching,tmr wan see his boyfren oni choose to accompany me,but cant blame her oso,cz she long times din c her boyfren edi,c she take care of her boyfren,nvr forget bout him~how could i say out tat i nid a company?nvm bah...^^....gud luck to u 2^^~hehe^^~ i wish i would have a girlfren like tat,but too bad...i not worth for it,rite??=]

i really wish tat u would be my accompany~but,it is just a dream~yea...its just a dream...

tmr wat shud i do in TS?? sit on a chair n gzb whole day?gud idea...yea babe..:)~

Why Why WHY?

i wondering...

wat u had tell me...

is true or ply...

Delete P**T...

no reply my sms...

end wif a no ending chat~

tat time i realize that...

i reli is a dumb~

hurt again...

by same people...

again...

i trying to think positive...

be positive...

but...

all u had done...

really make me duno wat to talk or say anymore~

Bed,thx~

cz u r d only one...

accompany when i cry...

yea...

i cry again...

wat a guy...

so big still cry...

when typing tiz blog,

i am crying,

but my windows media player ply ''SMILE'' tiz song...

shud i smile n forgot bout it?

forgot wat u cool at me,

forgot wat u say to me,

forgot everything?

I really like you~

i will do a dumb~

giv u ply till u get enough bah~

Cry n go to sleep~

dunwan to think anymore~

bye bah~=]~

我是临时演员～

你要你的快乐，你选择你的选择，我只是陪你疯了一场短暂狂欢的过客，你要你的快乐，你是绝对自由的，我只能在你离开后发现，你从来不是我的~对吧？

Kon Wuan Di,its time to wake up dude,she will never love u,juz trust it...:)~

nice nite^^

xiaomeimei~

da gor gor wan to say~

dun nervous,i am with you^^~

+u~do ur best~

Gud Luck~woops~XD~

most important,have a SMILE~=]~

*Dun forget LYRIC N MUSIC YA!!! =P~hehehe~^^

我爱你～baka girl...=]

bad day~

today,can i say it as bad day?duno le...

Love,i oni realise that,love is shud be 2 ppl to 培养 it out,not just 1 ppl at thr培养，only they will be hapi n last longer~but me n you,all jus like me syok sendiri~i duno wat u r thinking,if dislike me thn jus leave me alone,if u like me thn can u show tat u like me?i duno wat shud i do,for me,u show out d feel is tat u like me,maybe its wrong thinking bah~sometimes hot,sometimes cold,i jus thinking,am i ur fren?i also hope tat,i would have tat brave to tell u tat i love you,but,i just scare tat,after i say out,u reject,thn maybe we 2 cant be fren anymore....i would like to be ur boyfren,but if rejected,no more fren can do rite?

Juz now,jus cry inside d bed,oso duno why suddenly felt tat wan to cry,maybe ur attitude is making me feel sad?although all ur coolness attitude act on me,i jus believe to myself,tat i shud'nt give up so easily,cz i noe tat i reli love you~~

520 tat day,00.00,we reli chat vry fun,i lik tat day so much...i slp wif a smile tat i nvr have,cz of u,u make me smile~~i miss tat day so much~but,tat day wont come agn,jus left with memory~~

when i nt happy,when i think of tat day d chatting,i will automatically smile.... =]

GOD~where is the love?难道我真的只能在爱情里做个临时演员，而不能拥有我想要的爱情吗？请你给我指引，好吗？pls teach me wat shud i do~

i need you~TT

傻瓜～

傻瓜，我们都一样，

被爱情伤了又伤，相信这个她不一样，

却又再一次受伤～

傻瓜，我们都一样，

受了伤却不投降，相信付出会有代价，

代价只是一句，傻瓜～

今天,我真的终于知道,我是一个大傻瓜~尽全力去体谅你,照顾你,代价,只不过是你的冷语~

我真的不明白，爱一个人不是用自己最真诚的心，来讨她开心吗？难道真的需要，帅，瘦，高，这些条件吗？那我只想说，我只懂得用真诚的心，我不会浪漫，我不会跟女生聊天，我不会找话题，我肥，又不帅，是我自己癞蛤蟆想吃天鹅肉,对吧?

我是个没用的男人，我应该配不上你要的条件吧？

我真的是傻瓜...haizzz...=X

忽冷忽热的感觉

忽冷忽热的感觉，你是在玩弄我的感情吗？我想知道～

一时热，一时冷，真的不懂你在做什么。。。怕你寂寞，选择不跟朋友玩dota,陪你聊天，什么都聊，不过，这次，你并不再像昨天那么的热了，冷酷了，实在冷到我都不应该给些什么反应。。。

520,a gud day,hope all d couple in tiz world have a nice day^^....521,world end??LIMBEH oso nt yt find dao a GF,so fast WORLD END MEH?wan oso wait me get a girlfriend 1st mah....XDD~~but i think,be4 2012 come oso,i oso cant get a girlfriend,so i saving the whole word people,especially u...^^

i wan to say to u on ytd,but i no dare to tell u...i tell at here bah...

I-->520...=)..On 13.14pm

^^

hmm~hmm~

Tommorrow,finally can c u...:)...hmm,but u wont see me~.~...cz u r with ur fren...:)

so,nvm lak...c u ok,hapi wif a smile,ntg i can worry bout u lu...X)

hmm,ntg i can say anymore...if u wan share anything thn.....hmm,hmm,tell me la...=)...

too bad she is not coming,haizzz...nvm la...hope she had a nice days^^....

at last,i am happy today,but after think bout my add math exam,OH MY GOSH,nothing else i can say~~==....FAIL!!!...==

U WILL BE GET GUD RESULT IN UR EXAM...=)....gud luck...^^

Need You Now~^_^

I~~

Jus~~

Noe~~

Tat~~

I~~

Need~~

You~~

Now~~

little baka..:)

2 days din meet u in skul,my feel is vry uncomfortable,wan to noe tat r u ok or having fun or sad...wan to share wif u wif all my things~but,too bad,i think i din have d chance~

I Miss You~^^

''Gud'' Life~

although i wan to chat wif u,find u,but,i edi dunwan anymore after c ur status...i duno wan to say wat...yea,its tat true i am annoyed....is VERY VERY ANNOYED BAH~haha~

Kon Wuan Di~u r live to be alone wif no fren,no family love d guy~tats d GOD prepare for u...

Thx GOD~i nid to pretend tat i am hapi in front of my fren~=(

i think i too like to help ppl bah,but i din even think tat all ppl was selfish,they wont cuz of u edi help them,they will think u as fren~

Learn to be selfish,try to be suitable to alone feeling~i wont care bout anybody from now on!!!

thx GOD ya....thx 4 giv me a ''GUD'' Life...

today exam~

BM EXAM,wow,damn nice~write dao i duno wat i am actually writing...cz time is nt enuf for me lo...too bad...X((

but,at least gt something tat make me hapi,my sejarah,get 83,wow...I DAMN HAPPY WIF D RESULT,THX PN TAN.....MUACK!!!XD....I love SEJARAH!!..xD....1st time get A for tiz subject,reli happy,but nobody can share d happiness wif me,gt some feel alone...so??SYOK SENDIRI LAK!!! =DDD

today,c bu dao her at skul,gt a bit miss her~=]....tmr exam math,YES MATH!!!I WILL GET A+ FOR IT...GOD BLESS ME PLS-.-...XPP...

tats all...Gud Nitez all....

I gotta feeling~~

Tat tonite gona be a gud gud nite~~

woooooo~~

TeeHee~ =D

to somebody:+u yahx~=]...Always Smile YAH!!!=D

i am so annoyed==''....

i am a scarely Ghost~

when u c me,u have a smile~tat make me feel gud :)~

when i on9,u go off9~tat make me feel sad :)~

Jus now,i just on9 and wan to find u,U had OFF9~i make my self think tat u had things to do,so only off,but,it make me think tat me is a ghost,u always c dao me on9 thn off9...still say fren,i think i am a rubbish in ur eyes,why dun u jus say like tat? make it end...

like to ply my feeling,my feeling is too gud to giv u ply,rite?stupid plus dumb d ppl d feeling,sure giv u all tiz kind of girl ply dao syok syok,rite?

Wat A DAY!!!:@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@

falling in luv??opps...=X

love,oh my gosh....i reli wan she to noe wat my feel at her,but,i scare to lose a fren....tat is d things tat worry me....DI*....damn la me...no dare to say it out,jus noe to talk at here,I AM USELESS GUY~~~=X....

May GOD giv me a chance?if it reli have tat chance,i wont waste tat chance seriously....

now,i better concentrate in studies 1st bah....reli hope can get a ''gud luck'' or +u from her,but,bla~~IMPOSSIBLE...=]...get A+ for SEJarah SUBJECT!!!...=]

falling in luv,may it is a gud things....but now 4 me,i think it is a sad things 4 me...

I LOVE YOU!!! haiz...

Is that a love feeling??

ur eyes,ur faces,din even lost in my memory....close eye,1st ppl tat i c is ur eyes...~

GOD~why wont u delete d memory of her tat inside my brain?kip giv tiz kind of situation tat bother me,but u din even show a way 4 me to 4get her...PLS,Help me...=(....

Exam Soon~nxt week start revision...hehe =]....may gud things happen?? dun dare to think...think more suck more...=(

i missing you...

so many days pass edi,y ar??d missing feeling still inside my heart n nvr decreases....why ar??

i edi think as a fren,but it stil cant decrease d feeling,what the hell had happen to me??

may u tell me wat shud i do? i reli cant 4get bout it...=(

love u baka...:)

I

LOVE

YOU

tat is my real wish at u...may dreams come true..:)

不理你，我做不到~

不理你，我做不到。。当作我是个笨蛋，单纯，没有脑的男孩吧。。。你这样对我，我还需要办得一副无所谓的的样子。。。很辛苦，为什么啊？我只不过是要找个朋友聊吧了。。既然你要将，我也没办法吧。。。我想，你应该没当过我是你的朋友吧。。。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈...

i AM A DUMB!!!!

shud i hapi? blur@@

hapi? duno@@...in tiz kind of situation,reli duno wat shud i talk,wat shud i do@@...jz talk n talk...

1 word to decribe my feeling now...BLUR!!!@_@...

i think i had become baka blur.....xD

time r uselesss...

tat day,after i had do tat decision,i reli trust myself tat i will 4get her 4eva...but,WHY?

GOD...y u wan to ply me??i decided to 4get but y u kip make me c dao her,think bout her....y??WHY AR???!!!!.....haix....

tats my decision...nobody can do with it,include me...GOD:u wan to ply me,jus ply...i wont mind anymore....i will kil try to 4get her until i 4get....

ppl say time can wash away all things,but it is making me more miss u....haix...reli a hard life 4 me...:(

朋友

我找你聊天，问你我是不是做错什么了，你只会说不知，没关系。。

我再找你聊天，也是老样子，冷死我，不回复，没关系。。

三百六十度的大转变，顿时让我觉得，我们不是很好的吗？为什么我们会变成这样？

我时常问自己，我做错了吗？

之后，问了一位女生朋友，我问她为什么，你有这么大的改变?那女生说，可能是你怕我会爱上你，我顿时愣住了，我没说过我爱你，也没表示过，就以朋友的关系来关心你罢了，那也会让你又将大的转变哦？我也不想说什么，我们的友情到了尽头，已经尝试去补救了，却得到的是一个冷友情。。。算了吧。。。

只想说，持续你相信的敏感感觉吧。。。我不想理了。。

保重，我的朋友。。。:)

take care my fren..:)

my onli question

r we stil fren?

r we can like be4?always chat wif hapi smiling...

my onli question...r we still fren??=(

stalker?

my attitude like a stalker 4 u?yea...i think so.....finally,i noe y u so cool at me....

yea...its true tat i like u...but,i noe tat is impossible 4 us to become couple after u had started to cool at me....so,i jus act as a fren tat care u...if u wan to think tat i am a stalker,i reli cant do anything....

i think i wont find u anymore or either chat wif u bah...i think like tat u will become more hapi bah....:)

but,i reli jus wan to chat wif u as a normal fren,can i have tat chance?=[

a feel ==''

a feel,tat i oso cant even to figure it out,wat feel is tat??

after tat day,i cant even slp well 4 everyday...wat had happen to me??

at skul,like a dumb,bek home,wan to have a rest by slp,bt when slping time,i cant even close my eyes...kip gt a feel tat wan to c my hp,is tat she will sms me??waloa==''....wat feel is tat??

sry....maybe u think me is too xiao qi....i think tat is gud 4 u...i edi suffer enuf by my alone feeling,i dunwan to get more HIGHER d alone feel to haunt over my mind....i jus wan to find a fren to become my listener,but,wat i have is jus a alone feeling....i think u din even think me as ur fren,rite??

M tell me today,dun always think negative,be positive...but i cant do it,i reli dono.....i cant make myself to think positive...sry M ><....maybe my life have been desired by GOD,tat i will kip live in alone,cz jz alone will be ur fren....

i reli cant control my feeling,I am so sorry,i miss you...:X

stupid 男孩的故事

一个夜晚，男生信息了一位女生，那位女生只回了一封给那位男孩。。男生回信息去了，却迟迟等不到那位女孩回的信息。。。等啊等，等啊等，那男孩知道明天需要早起来，却还是在那等啊等，不知不觉，竟然可以等到一点多。。哇，那男孩顿时也吓了一跳，明天还得早起来呢。。那男孩以为女生吃晚餐，所以迟回。。不过，看样，电话还是一样沉默。。这感觉顿时让那男孩觉得很想哭，为什么？？想要找个人来聊天，不过得到却得来的是一个无比寂寞的感觉涌上那男孩的心上。。男孩还想跟那女孩交朋友，能怎样？骂那女孩？打那女孩？能怎样？算了吧。。。

这男孩真是蠢，等不到一个信息都要哭，真没用，人家都没当你是朋友，你又何苦在意她呢？自己拿来衰的。。。人家不回就不回拉，需要跟你讲么？你都傻的。。你的哭，你的寂寞，你的等待，她并不会去理会。。。算吧。。。

没关系，我们分了没关系。。

这不是你的问题，是我没这福气，没福气却又爱上你。。

就算哭了没关系，这不是你的问题。。。

痛痛快快给我一声没关系。。

算了吧。。。寂寞寂寞就好，死不了就还好。。。=]

大家应该也觉得这男孩很傻吧。。哈哈哈哈哈。。。。

why?=]

ya...i saw u...but u nt goin to say hi...jus turn away ur body n walk away...am i too scary 4 u to say hi??or any reason tat i duno??u reli make me think i reli a guy tat like a dumbshit...however,i jus can shut up my feeling in my heart,n let it go by crying...yea...a fren...weeee~so nice when think bout it...my feel so damn FKING NICE...=]...thx 4 ur attitude...=]...i finally noe wat a person u r...=]

weeeee~~~

there is ntg else i can say...yea yea..~~=D

all my fault...weee~~thr is ntg else i can say...=D

sorry...weee~~=D

a day of holiday~

yea...today is a holiday where our stupid skul gt a stupid anugerah cemerlang~scare all d teacher no time to rest when at saturday,so make a holiday...damn la...teacher gt time rest la,we leh?always homework la n many~~bla...we tired u all noe a nt??F*** u...==''

holiday,sure hang out wif my fren d lur~=]...swimming n ply badminton...xDDD...bt at last,we giv the guard at thr DIAO=='',cuz after we swim,thn we go inside d court to ply badminton n make d court wet...xDD...but,we always go thr once a while onli mah...dun care them la...=D...finally,bek home on9 xia thn slp lur~...=D

hope u gud luck wif ur fren n be bek gud bah...==''

bla...hate it...

always like tat...

off9 4 everything...

dota,ebuddy,garena,dota,xdo,HP!!!...

when i open all tiz things i will miss u...

but,haizzzz.....

watever la....like my fren say,dun wan think it anymore,girl is like tat....

go slp is better choice...ppl oso no care u,u care ppl 4 wat??better go slp be selfish guy...bla~~

off9 from now on....go read book or slp till die...my life finally chg to lifeless...=]

I LEAVE ANYTHING FROM NOW ON....bla

Bla~

life like we are dying...

all ppl gt their sufferness,

me got too,

i got wat?

alone feel tat always hunt in my life...

anybody??

can help me destroy all tiz feeling...

end my suffer...

i reli tired of suffer alone...

anybody thr tat can help me??

我是个不堪寂寞的人，不过我却要承受寂寞的感觉。。。我的生活，真矛盾啊。。。唉。。=（

有谁可以帮我解脱吗？

我想，应该一个也没有吧。。。=(

Confused...

frenship?

love?

all things tat happen in family n skul?

all tiz things,reli make me wanna sing a song,''DOWN'' by jay sean....bla~~~frenship?is tat fren will care u?is tat fren will help u when u in trouble?is tat fren can make u smile bek when u down?4 me,the answer is no...from form3 till now,i din c even 1 fren tat will do tat all things...love?bla~~i am sucks...no dare to try to say out it...-.-...i reli useless=__=....family?can i have a family?my answer,i nt deserve for a gud family...skul?SPM coming...c all seniors such as zhansheng get str8 A in SPM...so admire d result....SPM,i will gambatte...=]

most confused things in my mind now=>>>L.O.V.E...=X

can i hate?=(

always like tat...

always like tat...

y?

y?

can u jus tell me y?

i dunwan to think too much...

think too much will make me think more much thn wat shud i think

so

pls

can u tell me y u do like tat??

i reli hate....=X

Just The Way You Are..=]

nice hair...

nice smile...

just the way u are...

gambatte....=]

u can do it...=]

nitez everybody...=]

Continue GZB

finally,i noe i so boring,sien,fat,yong sui,watever bad attitute n looks n lazy...yea dude...tat is me...

although i dunwan to gzb anymore,but i cant stop myself to think many negative things,cause of girl??yea...rite...girl,juz will make me suffer,find a fren is better...girl fren,chat chat xia,always say i nid do things ar,nid go out ar,late reply ar....if dunwan chat wif me thn jus say it,i wont mind...my face problem...yea i noe...nt lengzai thn cannot chat,lengzai d thn can chat...yea...tat is all girl think's...

i better continue GZB...to leave all d sadness tat cre8 by d girls,all d laugh by girls....GZB will make me noe wat shud i do with alone...

我寂寞寂寞就好，死不了就还好。。我的名言吧。。。

A day in MID VALLEY...=]

today,i had been went to MV to watch movie wif my dude,QIANG,MIAK MIANG,CHER FONG,CHEE KEEN N many more....we go watch world evasion:battle los angeles...nice movie.. and i see army's life....n i most love tiz word,''BETRAYED??NO!!!'',''LETS US GO MEET HELL!!!''....

miss u when in MV...=]

missing you~

hehe...miss you??wat d reason??i duno...cz of feel of wan to care u??i duno...=]

miss you..=0

sry that i love u...=]

wooooo~~~kip listen to this song,n damn like tiz song...tiz song reli say out my feeling n wat i think now...=D

SRY THAT I LOVE U,

SRY TAT I WAS WRONG IN LOVE U,

SRY TAT I NEED U,

SRY DOESNT TURN BEK TIME ~~

我会好好的珍惜你这位朋友。。。=]

没缘分。。。。=]

没缘分，强求又何苦呢？？就当作是刚从梦醒过来吧。。。=]

I SCARE TO BE HURTED agn...=X

when c all d couple,so hapi,so sweet,can hang out always,n most important is both of them wont feel lonely...me??opposite situation bah...=]

i reli need a girl,tat will always take care of me tiz emo guy,sometimes will emo vry deeply when i think too much....yea,i dumb,emo kia,useless...yea...i din have any chance to chase a girl or nid a girl to love me,cz a useless guy,how could i can chase girl??my face too thick edi???haix....i reli dumb...=]

juz tat 4 today....=]...i wont tell u tat i gt feel at u,coz i din have tat资格to chase or wan u to love me....so,jus be a fren...a truely fren...=]

YEA....i am always alone....^^

THINGS TAT HAPPEN IN THIS 3 MONTH==

1st month,i had went to 5H,my form 5 class...that also means i need prepare SPM edi....so fast i need to prepare for SPM edi...=___=.......when enter d skul,i still d same,all my fren stil d same...jz like last year 4H...=].....i vry miss d form 4...=]

2nd month,GONG HEI FAT COI,ANGPAO MARI...X)...is time for chinese ppl to celebrate CNY...i cant wait for it to get angpao n meet my cousin...reli hapi n cant wait to c them nw...xD...bt,CNY holiday damn short,make me nt feel happy bout it....X(...however,at least i get angpao...xD

3rd month,i have went to d pingpong competition to count marks,wow...there so many pro's there,make me feel like wanna train n ply wif them....tat time is during exam,make me go thr oso nid bring things to there read...=___=....exam result,i had 2 subject failed,PM n AM...lengzai....=___=

jz tat till here...=]

NEW YEAR,NEW LIFE...=]

新的一年，新的开始。。这句话可真让我感觉到，我成熟了。。。不再想以前将，一天到晚只会在那边搞自卑。。。现在的我，开始想开了。。。感谢我的朋友，从来没有放弃我这个朋友。。。真的很感谢他们。。。谢谢=]

我也认识了一个中二的小妹妹，xD..她啊，很可爱下的咯。。。哈哈。。不过有时候我会忍不住想打她的头咯。。哈哈。。。我也不知道为何。。。xD。。。

没什么好写的了，就到此吧。。。=]