i jus feel tat i so STUPIDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(meaningless friend)

HAIZ,friend is in our life is important,but not trusting each other is call wat???friend,meaningless friend??? i dunno....sometimes i jus wan be a good friend,wan pei u all watever is sad,happy or cry i oso can do...but a friend that not trust at me for all ,for me is jus like a meaningless friend.....haiz,but i dun wan tat things happen anymore.... i still wan be ur all best friend....and fen xiang everything or watever.....

bad day(26/7/09)

sometimes,wat i do for u all jus lik a wrong things,help you,give u all play,say,scold or play me or watever,but i never say a word tat i dun like,or scold u all,but a people de ''xian du'' is got a limit,but i jus hope tat that day will no come until i very hate u all,pls dun make tat day become really,i jus dun wan tat,dun wan ,really dun wan....so dun test my de ''xian du''....

today,i think my sick is going to come and attack me again,jus like a bad day,jus become good and later had become bad again,see jor doctor oso still lik tiz,haiz,very is a bad day,bad until i du no wan say wat,jus can hope tat i dun have another problemor watever tat make me ''fan''...
haiz,very need to call JESUS go down to human world and help me solve all tiz problem...sometimes jus dun wan ''choi'' all tiz poblem,and let it become no more...bad day

i will never forget about hari koko

tat day,after selling mii group de xi mi lu,is jus me n she sitting on the chair ,,we all nothing to say and do anythings,so i try to call her out and tell her tat dun jus sit at there,go out and play a while,first i think she will reject,but no,she still go out wif me n see many things in the kantin,but... haiz

jus a while,she say she need to go back home jor,so wat can i do??jus can give her back lor..haha^^,but my heart say tat i cannot give her go,so when she going out ,in the perjalanan,i follow her and she dunno me is follow her,but at the gate,she had saw me,but no say words to me,so i jus can see her going back to home...haiz

Although tat time she no say even a words to me,but the time tat we spend together,i will remember forever...in my whole life...

today 3h jus lik a dead class~~~~

haiz...today i jus dunno why?why?why??is jus a girl than can make him can not say a words about 24 hours ,,jus a girl,a normal girl that no power and can do it ,,haiz,jus sometimes i jus dunno how to say ...haizz

today,, she stand in front of class,and say about the komsas,i feel very happy when she smile and say komsas,,tat feel very cannot buy wif money de,,so i will remember forever in my life...
(although she no feel at me)hehe^^