sometimes i duno wat i wan to do??

tat day is saturday,school got ''bu ke'',all my fren got bring hp to skul...wao...yeng...haha...i see at skul,lik 3h is the most student,n tat day miss renuka oso giv us play quiz.wow,so syok...haha..

tat day in the class,see her going out,going in back to class..i oso duno y she do it,maybe is about hari koko gua,wan give teacher sign gua....but i wan tell her tat all teacher r going to the jamuan,not so fast go back to bilik guru,but,duno y suddenly i no that brave to tell her...i oso duno why...haiz...

fang xue lor,happy feel go up to bus n back home...but,in the journey go back home,i had see her going back wif a boy,see they 2 chat very happy,duno y my heart feel sad,like wan cry out...cemburu?? i oso duno...

now my situation jus same lik old ck,wan fang qi,but cant do it...haiz,so wan do her best fren or try to ask her again tat can she accept me....maybe will be another sad answer for me...haiz

anybody can giv advise or jian yi to me?? i very need to noe,so i will noe tat i wait her answer for 1 half years is berbaloi...

now for me jus got 2 ways,1 is be stupid n still wait her answer,2 is ask her that she can accept me n receive a sad answer AGAIN....all my fren,can giv me some advise?? which way should i choose?? pls tell me...haiz

am i stupid??

i write blog,jus wan say out my feel.jus tat...why my fren need to make funny with my blog?? is that funny??if i got any broken english,i at here say sorry to u all..cuz my english not so good,and my computer cannot type chinese words..so i jus can type english..if can,i oso wan type in chinese.so i will not give u all make my blog as a funny things..........

When that stupid guy say to me that he will print out my blog out to give all my friend see,and maybe give them laugh gua,i duno why he wan to do such that meaningless...i jus wan ask him,if u is me,what u feel?? when give them laugh at the things that u write with full feel ,how u feel?? do u care of my feel?? haiz.....tmr i jus like dun wan go to skul....but duno where can get MC...haiz,so i jus can go to skul lor...the hands is him de,i cant do anythings about it,so jus can give them laugh lor.........haiz

am i still got a chance??

haiz,am i stupid?? sometimes i jus duno y i am so stupid??? she had say aready tat she no feel at me,y i still waiting for her answer??

haiz,i wan ask her tat i still got a chance, but jus because i no that brave to ask her again..scared giv hurt again or scared... haiz,now can still be fren wif her,for me,is very good things, cuz can always see her beautiful smile n be happy always in skul...maybe sometimes she forget me, she will be more happy leh...who know...

my hope now jus hope tat she will always happy in all her life...jus tat simple...if can, i wan always see she smile ,n ''fen xiang'' wif her ,watever is sad ,happy things...jus tat...hehe