TIZ BLOG IS WRITE FOR 1 PERSON,CUZ SHE WAN C...XP

hmm.....tiz few day..i oso nvr touch my blog for a long time...

actually,i oso nth to write de,but she call me write,thn i write lor.....tiz year de holiday,i had do many things.....work,slp,watch televisyen....,jus tat simple.......n mus important de is ply comp till late night......haha....

sometimes,i oso gt think bout some problem...so wat???i kiss her in sdo,so wat???wat make u angry wif her????me oso kiss wif chun hong lor,,so r we love oso?????zz,i sometimes oso dun understand u.......

next,DOTA.....defence of the ancients......can ply wif my fren,i think is the way to improve our frenship......i will miss it forever.....n cheng mun(LEE HOM),gonna be pro in DOTA wor....hehe^^
n cheng mun oso gonna....transfer skul ler....gt some sad n berat hati.....i am gonna miss u forever....rmb make another BBQ for us....XP..

i think no more to write........jus wan say...Happy New Year To ALL.....gud luck all in new year of 2010.......^^

haiz,today she had break my heart,very very hurt

today afternoon,she send sms to me,she say she wan help某人跟我讲我别再讲关于某人的情事，可是我想来想去，我有说过吗？每次都是某人先说我，我忍无可忍才讲她咯，我从来没有无端端讲过某人。。可是她，她，却。。我的心好痛当我想回她跟我讲的话。。。我没有错却给她们说到好像全是我错，我实在不明白，她错却到回来变成我错。。。


某人，我跟你说吧，你有尝试过去知道你有错吗？？我猜你应该没有，因为你不会反省。。。let i tell u bah,u think everyone will cover ur sikap??let i tell u too,when she tell me tat dun wan say bout ur things,n thn she gt say if i still say,my balasan will very bad,tat time u noe wat i think,i nth to think,i jus gt a word to say my feel,pain n sad...a sifu begged her tu di to help sifu fren,u noe,she can wei liao u ,she can dun wan be my sifu,y she do it??cuz u r her fren....tat time i duno wat to do,my heart very pain,sad n 内疚....so,i jus can say,ok lor...i will not do it again...so,某人，u always jus think bout urself,but no think bout ur surrounding de ppl de feel... haiz...


sifu,trust me,i will do it although my heart very pain n sad,i will not say it again.....某人,hope u will go true urself...dun so selfish n dun care ur surrounding u de ppl de feel...haiz




conclusion:my heart very sad....haiz

haiz,i jus hope that u all will not see my blog

today,maybe is i so 多管闲事 n make a ppl cry aready...i jus wan to care onli,not scold u...so i at here wan say sry....very sry...haiz

zz,sei hiap shang,is my doubleing de sister wan 3h ppl de msn mah,so i giv ur msn to her lor...how could u say she is my gf??zz,very zadao...LOL!!

today i had think many things,y i so 多管闲事?? am i wrong???doubleing family de member,am i do wrong??i jus wan to care this family,but i had make her cry,am i useless??haiz....i very duno wan say wat aready...haiz,no mood to play dota wif chun hong,chun hong,sry ar...i zhen de no mood...sry ar...i think i should shut my mouth from now on ,so that i will not make other ppl cry or angry at me...haiz

26 SEPTEMBER,MOONCAKE FESTIVAL^^

TODAY IS OUR SKUL DE PERSATUAN BAHASA CINA MENGADAKAN MOONCAKE FESTIVAL,FEEL EXCITED...I SO HAPPY CUZ SHE AT THERE...

TADI DE OPENING CEREMONY DE HOST IS SUE YEE,HONG SHI N KENNETH....TAT SUE YEE,I VERY DUN WAN SAY LER LAR,SHE JUS LIK A OLD AUNTIE,Y I,TECK LEONG N AH BLUR WILL THINK LIK TAT LEH,CUZ SHE WEAR DE SHIRT LIK A OLD AUNTIE DE SHIRT,WHEN WE SEE HER,WE ALL LAUGH UNTIL CIK VUN SAY WE GO UP STAIRS TO BE HOST LOR....THN WE ALL DIAM LOR,BUT AFTER A WHILE THN WE LAUGH BACK AGAIN...HAHA,XD

NEXT IS WE GO KANTIN BARU TO GET LUNCH WOR,ALL THE THINGS VERY SPICY,SO AH BLUR HELP ME SAPU IT,HAHA,THX BUDDY...N THN WE GO 猜灯谜,TAT WAYNE SO PRO,ALL THE QUESTION HE CAN ANS ALL OF IT,JUS GOT SOME HE DUNO LAR,HEHE....


N THN,WE HAD SEE A MOVIE ABOUT THE CHINESE SOCIETY DE PPL WHO HELP IN TIZ FESTIVAL,ERM,SO GOOD TO WATCH...N FUNNY OSO,MANY MUSIC HAD ADDED INTO THE MOVIE,MAKE US LAUGH UNTIL STOMACH PAIN,SUCH AS MR BEAN SONG,OO7 JAMES BOND N MANY MORE....VERY FUNNY,HAHA...

THN LTR IS LUCKY DRAW TIME,ERM,SO HAPPY,WHEN CALL MY NUMBER0141,N SHE OSO GOT CALL,HER NUMBER IS 0139,WE 2 OSO GOT A PRESENT AFTER 猜中那灯谜,HAHA,I OSO NVR THINK TAT WE 2 WILL OSO HAD A PRESENT....HEHE,HAPPY....


THN IS OUR BB MEMBER,JESPER 表演口技,wow,poker face,CRAZY FROG,old n tradisional DE MUSIC THINGS HE OSO CAN USE HIS MOUTH TO REPRESENT IT,WOW,HE SO GENG....

N THN LAST IS MUSIC CHAIR,WALAO,I SECOND ROUND THN GIV PPL KICK OUT LER,BUT NVM,I PLAY TIZ GAME UNTIL SIEN LER....BUT TAT AH BLUR AR,DAMN NO USE 1,WHEN THE MUSIC HAD STOP,WHEN HE WAN SIT,A GIRL OSO SIT LER,THN HE USE HIS ''LOYER''N BEAT TAT GIRL OUT,DAMN NO USE 1...NO GENTLEMEN...HAHA

LAST,WE BACK LOR,ERM I FEEL HAPPY,TIRED N EXCITED,HEHE,THX QIANG...^^

sometimes i duno wat i wan to do??

tat day is saturday,school got ''bu ke'',all my fren got bring hp to skul...wao...yeng...haha...i see at skul,lik 3h is the most student,n tat day miss renuka oso giv us play quiz.wow,so syok...haha..

tat day in the class,see her going out,going in back to class..i oso duno y she do it,maybe is about hari koko gua,wan give teacher sign gua....but i wan tell her tat all teacher r going to the jamuan,not so fast go back to bilik guru,but,duno y suddenly i no that brave to tell her...i oso duno why...haiz...

fang xue lor,happy feel go up to bus n back home...but,in the journey go back home,i had see her going back wif a boy,see they 2 chat very happy,duno y my heart feel sad,like wan cry out...cemburu?? i oso duno...

now my situation jus same lik old ck,wan fang qi,but cant do it...haiz,so wan do her best fren or try to ask her again tat can she accept me....maybe will be another sad answer for me...haiz

anybody can giv advise or jian yi to me?? i very need to noe,so i will noe tat i wait her answer for 1 half years is berbaloi...

now for me jus got 2 ways,1 is be stupid n still wait her answer,2 is ask her that she can accept me n receive a sad answer AGAIN....all my fren,can giv me some advise?? which way should i choose?? pls tell me...haiz

am i stupid??

i write blog,jus wan say out my feel.jus tat...why my fren need to make funny with my blog?? is that funny??if i got any broken english,i at here say sorry to u all..cuz my english not so good,and my computer cannot type chinese words..so i jus can type english..if can,i oso wan type in chinese.so i will not give u all make my blog as a funny things..........

When that stupid guy say to me that he will print out my blog out to give all my friend see,and maybe give them laugh gua,i duno why he wan to do such that meaningless...i jus wan ask him,if u is me,what u feel?? when give them laugh at the things that u write with full feel ,how u feel?? do u care of my feel?? haiz.....tmr i jus like dun wan go to skul....but duno where can get MC...haiz,so i jus can go to skul lor...the hands is him de,i cant do anythings about it,so jus can give them laugh lor.........haiz

am i still got a chance??

haiz,am i stupid?? sometimes i jus duno y i am so stupid??? she had say aready tat she no feel at me,y i still waiting for her answer??

haiz,i wan ask her tat i still got a chance, but jus because i no that brave to ask her again..scared giv hurt again or scared... haiz,now can still be fren wif her,for me,is very good things, cuz can always see her beautiful smile n be happy always in skul...maybe sometimes she forget me, she will be more happy leh...who know...

my hope now jus hope tat she will always happy in all her life...jus tat simple...if can, i wan always see she smile ,n ''fen xiang'' wif her ,watever is sad ,happy things...jus tat...hehe

i jus feel tat i so STUPIDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(meaningless friend)

HAIZ,friend is in our life is important,but not trusting each other is call wat???friend,meaningless friend??? i dunno....sometimes i jus wan be a good friend,wan pei u all watever is sad,happy or cry i oso can do...but a friend that not trust at me for all ,for me is jus like a meaningless friend.....haiz,but i dun wan tat things happen anymore.... i still wan be ur all best friend....and fen xiang everything or watever.....

bad day(26/7/09)

sometimes,wat i do for u all jus lik a wrong things,help you,give u all play,say,scold or play me or watever,but i never say a word tat i dun like,or scold u all,but a people de ''xian du'' is got a limit,but i jus hope tat that day will no come until i very hate u all,pls dun make tat day become really,i jus dun wan tat,dun wan ,really dun wan....so dun test my de ''xian du''....

today,i think my sick is going to come and attack me again,jus like a bad day,jus become good and later had become bad again,see jor doctor oso still lik tiz,haiz,very is a bad day,bad until i du no wan say wat,jus can hope tat i dun have another problemor watever tat make me ''fan''...
haiz,very need to call JESUS go down to human world and help me solve all tiz problem...sometimes jus dun wan ''choi'' all tiz poblem,and let it become no more...bad day

i will never forget about hari koko

tat day,after selling mii group de xi mi lu,is jus me n she sitting on the chair ,,we all nothing to say and do anythings,so i try to call her out and tell her tat dun jus sit at there,go out and play a while,first i think she will reject,but no,she still go out wif me n see many things in the kantin,but... haiz

jus a while,she say she need to go back home jor,so wat can i do??jus can give her back lor..haha^^,but my heart say tat i cannot give her go,so when she going out ,in the perjalanan,i follow her and she dunno me is follow her,but at the gate,she had saw me,but no say words to me,so i jus can see her going back to home...haiz

Although tat time she no say even a words to me,but the time tat we spend together,i will remember forever...in my whole life...

today 3h jus lik a dead class~~~~

haiz...today i jus dunno why?why?why??is jus a girl than can make him can not say a words about 24 hours ,,jus a girl,a normal girl that no power and can do it ,,haiz,jus sometimes i jus dunno how to say ...haizz

today,, she stand in front of class,and say about the komsas,i feel very happy when she smile and say komsas,,tat feel very cannot buy wif money de,,so i will remember forever in my life...
(although she no feel at me)hehe^^

i still got a chance??are u all girl wan a boyfriend very handsome 1??
i jus wan to be fren wif u all only but give some girl say many word that make me sad.....pls tell me....is tat true????r u all very need a very handsome boyfriend???????
then so i know i still got a chance to 'chase' her......pls ......tell m

my exam slip paper

today i feel very dissappointed and sad for my result,haizzzzzzzzz.............wat can i do now??
i think now i can do is belajar bersungguh-sungguh at school,i will take 8A in the pmr exam.........