熟悉的陌生人

爱得太深才对自己没有把握，要用放弃做赌注。
输了！只因为对方不够爱你！
分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过。
不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过，
所以我们成了最熟悉的陌生人。
直到现在才知道；爱情这东西玩不起！
付出后失去是痛苦的。
其实爱情没有谁对不起谁，只有谁没有把握谁！
所以宁愿笑着流泪，也不哭着后悔。

“一只手掌拍不响”...

但是怎样才能确定另一只手掌想不想和你你一起拍呢？

haiz~=/

Today~

Lets Talk bout today~

today,wake up with a emo face...

my mum ask me,''Zai,wat happen to you?r u ok??''

''nothing happen mum...''answer wif a =)~

like normal...go to skul.....

Finally can meet back all my fren....

all couple couple....==''

c dao oso gzb==''~

Finally 放学了～

but still nid stay at skul..

coz celebrate a fren's bufday...

while waiting them go buy cake,

i choose to hang gai wif my best dude,QIANG~

He 1 words shoot me,

''YOU GO C UR .....E LAAAA,Follow me gt use ar?''

Pass By the class,

she is not in the class,

maybe she absent today?

When walk till the makmal,

she is walking upstair,

Oh My Mama~

i reli suprised....

when wana say hi,

I stopped...

i choose to be silent...

i no tat face to c her,

cz of ytd problem....

QIANG oso ask me,

wat happen dude?

''nothing..=)''

when think dao she sad but i cant do anything for her,

the feel of useless is coming agn in my heart again...

i reli din have tat brave to see her anymore....

stupid??Kinda...:)

my fren kip say,

think positive la...

nothing happen d la....

maybe for u all is an small case,

for me is an important case....

cuz she r important for me....

watching the handphone,

wana sms wif you,

but,

everytime you oso busy,

scare u think me is annoying,

BLA~

just close the handphone,

coz oso no people is goin to sms me...

Need You Now~

but,

You Wont Know~

Alone Day for me?

Everyday is alone day for me...

I will~

Fake a Smile,Life Goes On~

I hope you noe tat,

i am always with you...

no matter wat happen....

u r not alone....

Take care Girl..=)

Tats all~=)

nothing~

Today choose not to write anything~

cz,i duno wat my mind is thinking right now...

she will like me?

she just think me as fren?

although tiz 2 question have d answer,

but i still asking myself once n once...

cuz i nt yet get a true answer from you?

i duno~

i think too much?

or i stupid?

i duno once agn...

Wat had happen to me? =X

i duno once once again...

I hope tat,

i will have answer for the question?

today c tiz passage,

我很好，不吵不闹不炫耀，不要委屈不要嘲笑，也不需要别人知道。 我，伪装得很好，所以没有人知道隐藏在这颗心最深处的伤疤！ 一直在练习着微笑，终于变成了不敢哭的人！ 是谁捡到了被我丢弃在身后的脆弱?是你还是我生命中的匆匆过客？ 而你，把我遗忘得好彻底。也许某天， 你突然漫不经心的想到了还有一个曾经在你的生命中出现过而又被你伤得彻底的我？ 你还会不会心疼我再次被人遗忘？ 开始的时候，我就知道，总会终结， 却还是在那个过程中太投入，以至到了最后伤得很彻底！ 给你发的信息，每个文字都充满了期待，却也是那么的忧郁！ 等了很久、很久，我终于累了，手指慢慢的在手机键上慢慢的打出我的绝望， 告诉自己：很晚了，睡吧！要学会放下，才可以迎接新的一天，新的希望！ 告诉了你：我困了，不再等你回我信息了，以后不再打扰你了， 好好睡觉吧，明天还要上班呢，嗯，就这样吧，然后关机、睡觉（微笑ing^） 爱情本来并不复杂，来来去去不过三个字，不是“我爱你”, “我恨你”,便是“算了吧”、“你好吗？”、“对不起”。 而我，选择了“算了吧”。呵……多么讽刺啊！ 不是我不在乎，而我已经没有多余的力气再去在乎！因为放手才是对彼此最好的方式！ 或许多年以后，我还记得这段感情，还记得里面有你，还记得当时绝望的气息！ 可是不知道，多年以后回想起来，心还会不会痛！ 如果当时，我没有把手交给你，是不是就不会有现在的心痛？ 我选择伪装，伪装我的在乎、伪装我的疼，而你，不用刻意去把我遗忘， 却那么的轻而易举的把我遗忘，还是那么的彻底！ 多谢你的绝情，让我学会死心！ 从来都不相信这世上有真爱，也从不相信有天长地久， 更不相信海誓山盟！ 爱？只不过一个字！天长地久？只不过一句顺口溜！海誓山盟？ 也只不过是一句谎言！ 我多么想问问你，就算真的把我遗忘了， 你还会不会像心疼一个陌生人一样因为我的被遗忘而感到心疼？ 我等了很久很久，这次我要离开你了，比很久很久还要久！ 也许某天在喧闹的城市里， 我们擦肩而过，我会停住脚步，凝视着那个正远去的背影， 告诉自己，那个人曾经在我的生命中出现过... 感情的世界里，免不了会受伤，如果学不会伪装伤口， 那就选择遗忘，如果不想忘，那就选择痛苦吧...

feel tat,

will you find me?

will you miss me?

will you forget me?

if i reli gone?

I really love you,girl~><

叮当-一半～

最近，听到这首歌，看了这首歌的MV,觉得，这首歌可真适合形容我现在的心情。。。

友情，

在朋友面前，我是一个自闭仔，因为每次走街，都是自己一个人走。。

不过，我想的吗？我寂寞着，伤心着，不开心着，有谁知道吗？

难道要我特地show给你们看吗？

亲情，

爸爸和妈妈又吵架了，这个家，静到要命，有家等于没家的感觉，寂寞的感觉又在我脑海出现了。。这也让我发现到，我会gzb,是因为过于寂寞了，没朋友能聊，家里又不开心，爱情，那就不用说了吧～

爱情，

爱上了一个小女孩，

不过小女孩对我并没有感觉，

没办法吧～

想找她聊，怕她嫌我烦，

不找她，又怕她会忘记我，

不过，

一开始的小女孩跟现在的这个小女孩，

她的改变，

让我觉得很高兴。。。^^

祝她找到她喜欢的人吧。。

祝你永远开心...=)

若我能有个会讲话的部落格，

那就好了，

有什么东西，

开心或伤心，

都能分享，

不过，那是不可能的事吧。。

那就寂寞寂寞就好，死不了就还好。。。:)

就让寂寞陪伴我吧。。。

因为没人知道...

我多孤单～

congratez^^~

my fren,chong yann...

finally gt his love....

wif moon...

congratez to them...:)

hope they can last forever....^^

when chatting with him,

he asked me,

how bout you with K.....?

i stunned*

duno wan say wat...

all memory about her...

sudden all come out in just tat second...

just think better fast fast end chat wif him....

then he tell me....

love people thn tell her la...

gzb at thr cant help anything d,

not gud d...

=X

i gone speechless~

i reli wan to tell him...

Did i have a chance? =|

i din have chance,dude...=)

but nvm la....

he duno wat happen...

just =)...

Heyyyy LOVE,

Where are You now? =)

=unbelievable=~

today...

wana meet tiz little girl d...

at Pm...

but at last...

c bu dao...

=X...

round for so many round n round n round in d Pm...

still cant c her...

sudden feeling...

with haizz,disappointed,....

all come out...

but cant show out in front of my fren...

smile lurhhh...

bek to home...

open facebook...

thn...

''DING''....

oh my god==...

i oso scared dao....

cant believe that u will find me...

when chat with you....

i feel like i am dreaming=@=...

just like,

i am chatting with another person...

all attitude...

sudden change in a second...

when u tell me tat u had c my blog...

i sudden think tat...

u chg...

is cuz of tat blog...

or...

cuz of me??

tmr will be a lonely day for me....

i still cant thinking wat shud i do...

revision?

nice idea...

revision my add math n chemistry...:)

thx for d idea...

xiaomeimei...:)

Miracle?Dream?REAL?FAKE?

i nt so sure bout it..:)

let time prove it...:)

Xiaomeimei...

enjoy tmr...:)

If can,

buy sumthing to me lak...x))~

Blek!

hehe =]~

Find or not to Find?

tiz question,

although it is look like easy to answer,

but for me,

it is very tough question for me to answer it...

Find You,

n u chat wif me,

yes,

i am reli happy,

but,

we always end wif emotion...

cool emotion...

make me feel like...

i am a boring n annoying person...

Find you chat...

tat not means tat i kao-ing you...

is i as a fren caring you...

dunwan u alone n sad only....

if u dislike me,

u can just tell me....

=)

Not to Find you,

just now,

i reli wan to find u chat,

coz i very alone,

but,

after i think,

find u chat,

we always end with cool emotion,

jus like our frenship is gona broke,

i hate tat kind of feel~:X

But,

if din find u chat,

my heart will gt some kinda regret feeling...

scare you will think me is tat kinda of boy...

矛盾啊~=X~

my fren kip say,

if she reli think u as a fren or she like you,

she wont treat till u like tiz...

call me give up wif tiz relationship n frenship...

i just cant give up,

cuz i noe a frenship is hard to get,

we can meet each other is gud things~

my fren still say,

U RELI STUPID!!!

i think i am a stupid...:X

Can anybody just can tell me wat to do?

i reli nid to noe...=X

Anybody? =X

她～

今天，心情不是很好～

她，

还是老样子～

没变～

决定要等她，

尽我所能的，

让她笑，不让她寂寞，

天真的我，

还以为，

只要我努力，

她会有一天会改变，

不过，

看现在的她，

还是一样的一句话，

nothing~

我也只能，

suan le bah~

她，

我喜欢她，

是的，

很多人都说，

喜欢一个人，

就不应该轻易放弃，

因为一段感情，

是不容易得来的，

所以别等到失去了，

才去后悔。。。

不过，

现在，

我在她的心目中，

我只不过是多余的，

是时候了吧～

=)

just now,

go to ply basketball,

make myself damn tired,

coz i wana 4get everything,

but,

i still thinking of you....

i just dun understand,

she edi dun like me,

but y i am still kip missing her?

WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO ME?!?!?!?!?

I.....

RELI duno wat shud i do now....

cry n cry once again....

my fren say,

i am lie-ing at myself...

call me face d problem....

but...

i cant even face you....

cuz i cant even face myself now~

why my love...

always end with suffer...

but not end wif happy....

Cry again~

HAHAHAAAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH~!!!

gone emo~

that day,i shud think negative when u say that u like me...i really feel glad think that gt girl like me,its was so happy,but,i should nt be so positive 1st,rite?

edi cry for whole night,woops....time to smile back bah,but i just realise that,i cant even smile....

i just wan to 谈恋爱 in my teenager life，just once....but,why its was so hard?

watch other couple,all have a happy smile with each other~

but me,just gt alone in my dictionary...

treat people too good,u will suffer the most^^~

lets have a FAKE smile when u cant even smile~just ''SMILE''~

thx 33...:)

爱一个人，就应该敢敢说出来～

爱一个人，就应该关心，慰问他/她的情况～

爱一个人，包容他/她的一切～

爱一个人，绝对不会让他/她哭，只懂得让她/他笑～

爱一个人，绝对不能对他/她冷，一定要热～

不过，请你先爱自己，一个不自爱的人，根本没资格去喜欢或爱任何人～

一个女生而已嘛，需要gzb和emo吗？大不了去找另外一个女生咯～

何必为了一个女生，把自己的身体都弄垮了呢？

对～说的对！

在这段时间里，真的感谢还有你这个朋友～=)

我这个朋友，她啊，开朗，搞笑，很可爱～xD

我跟她犹如做交易，我叫她不会的东西，她也教我人生的经验～=]

谢谢你这位好朋友，没有了你这位朋友，我现在可能还是以前的我，无知～=]

谢谢你,33...=)