Find or not to Find?

tiz question,

although it is look like easy to answer,

but for me,

it is very tough question for me to answer it...

Find You,

n u chat wif me,

yes,

i am reli happy,

but,

we always end wif emotion...

cool emotion...

make me feel like...

i am a boring n annoying person...

Find you chat...

tat not means tat i kao-ing you...

is i as a fren caring you...

dunwan u alone n sad only....

if u dislike me,

u can just tell me....

=)

Not to Find you,

just now,

i reli wan to find u chat,

coz i very alone,

but,

after i think,

find u chat,

we always end with cool emotion,

jus like our frenship is gona broke,

i hate tat kind of feel~:X

But,

if din find u chat,

my heart will gt some kinda regret feeling...

scare you will think me is tat kinda of boy...

矛盾啊~=X~

my fren kip say,

if she reli think u as a fren or she like you,

she wont treat till u like tiz...

call me give up wif tiz relationship n frenship...

i just cant give up,

cuz i noe a frenship is hard to get,

we can meet each other is gud things~

my fren still say,

U RELI STUPID!!!

i think i am a stupid...:X

Can anybody just can tell me wat to do?

i reli nid to noe...=X

Anybody? =X