sometimes i duno wat i wan to do??

tat day is saturday,school got ''bu ke'',all my fren got bring hp to skul...wao...yeng...haha...i see at skul,lik 3h is the most student,n tat day miss renuka oso giv us play quiz.wow,so syok...haha..

tat day in the class,see her going out,going in back to class..i oso duno y she do it,maybe is about hari koko gua,wan give teacher sign gua....but i wan tell her tat all teacher r going to the jamuan,not so fast go back to bilik guru,but,duno y suddenly i no that brave to tell her...i oso duno why...haiz...

fang xue lor,happy feel go up to bus n back home...but,in the journey go back home,i had see her going back wif a boy,see they 2 chat very happy,duno y my heart feel sad,like wan cry out...cemburu?? i oso duno...

now my situation jus same lik old ck,wan fang qi,but cant do it...haiz,so wan do her best fren or try to ask her again tat can she accept me....maybe will be another sad answer for me...haiz

anybody can giv advise or jian yi to me?? i very need to noe,so i will noe tat i wait her answer for 1 half years is berbaloi...

now for me jus got 2 ways,1 is be stupid n still wait her answer,2 is ask her that she can accept me n receive a sad answer AGAIN....all my fren,can giv me some advise?? which way should i choose?? pls tell me...haiz

am i stupid??

i write blog,jus wan say out my feel.jus tat...why my fren need to make funny with my blog?? is that funny??if i got any broken english,i at here say sorry to u all..cuz my english not so good,and my computer cannot type chinese words..so i jus can type english..if can,i oso wan type in chinese.so i will not give u all make my blog as a funny things..........

When that stupid guy say to me that he will print out my blog out to give all my friend see,and maybe give them laugh gua,i duno why he wan to do such that meaningless...i jus wan ask him,if u is me,what u feel?? when give them laugh at the things that u write with full feel ,how u feel?? do u care of my feel?? haiz.....tmr i jus like dun wan go to skul....but duno where can get MC...haiz,so i jus can go to skul lor...the hands is him de,i cant do anythings about it,so jus can give them laugh lor.........haiz

am i still got a chance??

haiz,am i stupid?? sometimes i jus duno y i am so stupid??? she had say aready tat she no feel at me,y i still waiting for her answer??

haiz,i wan ask her tat i still got a chance, but jus because i no that brave to ask her again..scared giv hurt again or scared... haiz,now can still be fren wif her,for me,is very good things, cuz can always see her beautiful smile n be happy always in skul...maybe sometimes she forget me, she will be more happy leh...who know...

my hope now jus hope tat she will always happy in all her life...jus tat simple...if can, i wan always see she smile ,n ''fen xiang'' wif her ,watever is sad ,happy things...jus tat...hehe

i jus feel tat i so STUPIDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(meaningless friend)

HAIZ,friend is in our life is important,but not trusting each other is call wat???friend,meaningless friend??? i dunno....sometimes i jus wan be a good friend,wan pei u all watever is sad,happy or cry i oso can do...but a friend that not trust at me for all ,for me is jus like a meaningless friend.....haiz,but i dun wan tat things happen anymore.... i still wan be ur all best friend....and fen xiang everything or watever.....

bad day(26/7/09)

sometimes,wat i do for u all jus lik a wrong things,help you,give u all play,say,scold or play me or watever,but i never say a word tat i dun like,or scold u all,but a people de ''xian du'' is got a limit,but i jus hope tat that day will no come until i very hate u all,pls dun make tat day become really,i jus dun wan tat,dun wan ,really dun wan....so dun test my de ''xian du''....

today,i think my sick is going to come and attack me again,jus like a bad day,jus become good and later had become bad again,see jor doctor oso still lik tiz,haiz,very is a bad day,bad until i du no wan say wat,jus can hope tat i dun have another problemor watever tat make me ''fan''...
haiz,very need to call JESUS go down to human world and help me solve all tiz problem...sometimes jus dun wan ''choi'' all tiz poblem,and let it become no more...bad day

i will never forget about hari koko

tat day,after selling mii group de xi mi lu,is jus me n she sitting on the chair ,,we all nothing to say and do anythings,so i try to call her out and tell her tat dun jus sit at there,go out and play a while,first i think she will reject,but no,she still go out wif me n see many things in the kantin,but... haiz

jus a while,she say she need to go back home jor,so wat can i do??jus can give her back lor..haha^^,but my heart say tat i cannot give her go,so when she going out ,in the perjalanan,i follow her and she dunno me is follow her,but at the gate,she had saw me,but no say words to me,so i jus can see her going back to home...haiz

Although tat time she no say even a words to me,but the time tat we spend together,i will remember forever...in my whole life...

today 3h jus lik a dead class~~~~

haiz...today i jus dunno why?why?why??is jus a girl than can make him can not say a words about 24 hours ,,jus a girl,a normal girl that no power and can do it ,,haiz,jus sometimes i jus dunno how to say ...haizz

today,, she stand in front of class,and say about the komsas,i feel very happy when she smile and say komsas,,tat feel very cannot buy wif money de,,so i will remember forever in my life...
(although she no feel at me)hehe^^