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你永远都不知道我的痛苦，就只能这样说你了。。我永远都只有伤心，为你哭，为你笑，为你开心，你都知道吗？？你应该不知道吧。。。不懂要对你说些什么了。。整个假期，我为了一件小事而在晚上大哭一场，你都知道吗？你无需知道吧。。。这也跟你无关了。。我不会再烦你。。=（

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看了我的blog的你，跟没有看的你也是一样，没什么不同。。。=（

别再哭了 多不值得 想一想把爱情看透彻 生活苦涩 该他负责 他会后悔他做了这选择 别再哭了 多不值得 失去也是另一种获得 伤心情歌不属你的 幸福不一定非爱谁不可 难熬的会经过的..。我真的可以熬过去吗？唉～～～


时间，真的可以让我对你的记忆慢慢地消失吗？每一次，所有朋友发给我的简讯，我多么希望其中的一封简讯是你发给我的，可是，结果，倒转来了。。。哈哈，我很笨吧？天真无暇吧？我也认为了。。哈哈哈。。好好笑哦。。笨笨的我，每次的希望，都破碎收场。。。haiz。。。


现在可好咯，你要的快乐，我会以我的悲伤和悲痛换来你的快乐。。我不会再为难你，不会在夜晚找你聊天，什么都不会找你了。。好吗？你还记得你中三答应过我什么吗?我想你应该也忘记了吧，傻傻又天真的我，还真的以为你会实现你对我的诺言，可是，中四了，有什么吗？完全没有，我果然是最笨的人。。。竟然还相信。。


最后，我只想说给说有人听，珍惜眼前人，别失去了才来后悔。。。


（chang jun qiang n leow teck leong,if u 2 c dao tiz blog,pls dun say anything or talk at skul...sometimei hope u 2 will care bout girl's feel...)

TIZ BLOG IS WRITE FOR 1 PERSON,CUZ SHE WAN C...XP

hmm.....tiz few day..i oso nvr touch my blog for a long time...

actually,i oso nth to write de,but she call me write,thn i write lor.....tiz year de holiday,i had do many things.....work,slp,watch televisyen....,jus tat simple.......n mus important de is ply comp till late night......haha....

sometimes,i oso gt think bout some problem...so wat???i kiss her in sdo,so wat???wat make u angry wif her????me oso kiss wif chun hong lor,,so r we love oso?????zz,i sometimes oso dun understand u.......

next,DOTA.....defence of the ancients......can ply wif my fren,i think is the way to improve our frenship......i will miss it forever.....n cheng mun(LEE HOM),gonna be pro in DOTA wor....hehe^^
n cheng mun oso gonna....transfer skul ler....gt some sad n berat hati.....i am gonna miss u forever....rmb make another BBQ for us....XP..

i think no more to write........jus wan say...Happy New Year To ALL.....gud luck all in new year of 2010.......^^

haiz,today she had break my heart,very very hurt

today afternoon,she send sms to me,she say she wan help某人跟我讲我别再讲关于某人的情事，可是我想来想去，我有说过吗？每次都是某人先说我，我忍无可忍才讲她咯，我从来没有无端端讲过某人。。可是她，她，却。。我的心好痛当我想回她跟我讲的话。。。我没有错却给她们说到好像全是我错，我实在不明白，她错却到回来变成我错。。。


某人，我跟你说吧，你有尝试过去知道你有错吗？？我猜你应该没有，因为你不会反省。。。let i tell u bah,u think everyone will cover ur sikap??let i tell u too,when she tell me tat dun wan say bout ur things,n thn she gt say if i still say,my balasan will very bad,tat time u noe wat i think,i nth to think,i jus gt a word to say my feel,pain n sad...a sifu begged her tu di to help sifu fren,u noe,she can wei liao u ,she can dun wan be my sifu,y she do it??cuz u r her fren....tat time i duno wat to do,my heart very pain,sad n 内疚....so,i jus can say,ok lor...i will not do it again...so,某人，u always jus think bout urself,but no think bout ur surrounding de ppl de feel... haiz...


sifu,trust me,i will do it although my heart very pain n sad,i will not say it again.....某人,hope u will go true urself...dun so selfish n dun care ur surrounding u de ppl de feel...haiz




conclusion:my heart very sad....haiz

haiz,i jus hope that u all will not see my blog

today,maybe is i so 多管闲事 n make a ppl cry aready...i jus wan to care onli,not scold u...so i at here wan say sry....very sry...haiz

zz,sei hiap shang,is my doubleing de sister wan 3h ppl de msn mah,so i giv ur msn to her lor...how could u say she is my gf??zz,very zadao...LOL!!

today i had think many things,y i so 多管闲事?? am i wrong???doubleing family de member,am i do wrong??i jus wan to care this family,but i had make her cry,am i useless??haiz....i very duno wan say wat aready...haiz,no mood to play dota wif chun hong,chun hong,sry ar...i zhen de no mood...sry ar...i think i should shut my mouth from now on ,so that i will not make other ppl cry or angry at me...haiz

26 SEPTEMBER,MOONCAKE FESTIVAL^^

TODAY IS OUR SKUL DE PERSATUAN BAHASA CINA MENGADAKAN MOONCAKE FESTIVAL,FEEL EXCITED...I SO HAPPY CUZ SHE AT THERE...

TADI DE OPENING CEREMONY DE HOST IS SUE YEE,HONG SHI N KENNETH....TAT SUE YEE,I VERY DUN WAN SAY LER LAR,SHE JUS LIK A OLD AUNTIE,Y I,TECK LEONG N AH BLUR WILL THINK LIK TAT LEH,CUZ SHE WEAR DE SHIRT LIK A OLD AUNTIE DE SHIRT,WHEN WE SEE HER,WE ALL LAUGH UNTIL CIK VUN SAY WE GO UP STAIRS TO BE HOST LOR....THN WE ALL DIAM LOR,BUT AFTER A WHILE THN WE LAUGH BACK AGAIN...HAHA,XD

NEXT IS WE GO KANTIN BARU TO GET LUNCH WOR,ALL THE THINGS VERY SPICY,SO AH BLUR HELP ME SAPU IT,HAHA,THX BUDDY...N THN WE GO 猜灯谜,TAT WAYNE SO PRO,ALL THE QUESTION HE CAN ANS ALL OF IT,JUS GOT SOME HE DUNO LAR,HEHE....


N THN,WE HAD SEE A MOVIE ABOUT THE CHINESE SOCIETY DE PPL WHO HELP IN TIZ FESTIVAL,ERM,SO GOOD TO WATCH...N FUNNY OSO,MANY MUSIC HAD ADDED INTO THE MOVIE,MAKE US LAUGH UNTIL STOMACH PAIN,SUCH AS MR BEAN SONG,OO7 JAMES BOND N MANY MORE....VERY FUNNY,HAHA...

THN LTR IS LUCKY DRAW TIME,ERM,SO HAPPY,WHEN CALL MY NUMBER0141,N SHE OSO GOT CALL,HER NUMBER IS 0139,WE 2 OSO GOT A PRESENT AFTER 猜中那灯谜,HAHA,I OSO NVR THINK TAT WE 2 WILL OSO HAD A PRESENT....HEHE,HAPPY....


THN IS OUR BB MEMBER,JESPER 表演口技,wow,poker face,CRAZY FROG,old n tradisional DE MUSIC THINGS HE OSO CAN USE HIS MOUTH TO REPRESENT IT,WOW,HE SO GENG....

N THN LAST IS MUSIC CHAIR,WALAO,I SECOND ROUND THN GIV PPL KICK OUT LER,BUT NVM,I PLAY TIZ GAME UNTIL SIEN LER....BUT TAT AH BLUR AR,DAMN NO USE 1,WHEN THE MUSIC HAD STOP,WHEN HE WAN SIT,A GIRL OSO SIT LER,THN HE USE HIS ''LOYER''N BEAT TAT GIRL OUT,DAMN NO USE 1...NO GENTLEMEN...HAHA

LAST,WE BACK LOR,ERM I FEEL HAPPY,TIRED N EXCITED,HEHE,THX QIANG...^^